Earlier I saw an update from my Facebook account. What I read made me feel joy and sorrow.
Joy because some loved ones of mine are having fun someplace. Especially one of them whom I love so much, I’m so glad she’s enjoying herself.
Sorrow because I feel I failed them. Where and what they’re doing now is one of the things I so wanted to do for them, and I didn’t.
Instead, I prayed that they’ll all be safe and have fun nonetheless. Maybe someday I’ll still be able to do something for them, even if not all of them.
I just wish I can do it sooner.